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Thats probably one of my favorite scenes in any movie. its amazing.

anyways... i did my winter shopping.. got a black coat, tights, shoes, scarfs, three tops, and a wallet. im pretty happy with my purchases. im ready for winter.

life ambition:travel to England.

woadreambig

i want a boy like jesse lacey
THAT would be a dream come true.
i mean i like the disco scene and everything...
but id choose an indie boy over a disco/electro boy any day.
too bad theres NONE in walnut :/ gahhh
hmm maybe in college...




anyways...
today as i was driving home from receiving that "first class education" at that typical social hell they call high school... my windows were down and my music was loud playing some depressing yet "make you feel alive" song by brand new... and then a leaf fell off a tree and glided into my car and landed on the floor of the passenger side. reminding me that its fall, the season i love the most. oh how i cant wait to wear coats and scarfs, drink coffee or green tea, read books and walk down the street and hear leafs crunching beneath my feet. hmm the season i love the most.

disco

thats right

straight up disco status.

blue lightning bolt

i want one every day

hahaha

i miss

my freidns that dont go to my school...
like lexi and annuh and taylor.
im so super excited cuz annuh is gonna mail me stuff :D
i LOVEEEE getting things in the mail.

hmm so i was a little surprised to hear that erica is talking to chris pupo.......
.......
thats all i have to say about that one.

anywhooo....
im learning alot about myself and my friends and everything
and its all because im grounded and have therapy and stuff.
im actually kinda glad. everything happens for a reason.

hmm soo its starting to be winter soon...
and i want a boy.
haha

im ready to go winter shopping!!!

invisible

sometimes i feel like i am.
like i just sit and watch and it doesnt matter that im there. in fact its kind of like im not there. its interesting, i dont actually hate it because i like to observe people. it gives me time to think about things. it feels like i can freeze time for myself while it just keeps going for other people.

i cant wait to go to college and meet new people...maybe there ill be visible.
hah i feel like that true life crap " you think you know..but you have no idea".

anyways...today was fun a ton of fun for the most part.
the bands were pretty good..people showed up.. we raised money.
yay!!!
and i had fun with the people i was with.... it was nice.
dancing at the end was the best :D haha




hmm man o man im going to have a lot to tell my therapist.
if you only knew.

create a voice

make a difference.


TODAY IS THE SAVE DARFUR BENEFIT CONCERT!!!!


im pretty excited.
it actually happened!!!





i hope it goes well.
<3

idol

kk so im obsessed with this model/dj Leigh Lezark

i kinda wanna do my hair all black like hers...gahhh shes so beautiful.
hmm oh im gonna save my next 2 paychecks so in a month i can go shopping for new clothes
because i need a ton of new clothes.
i hate this..i buy things and im happy with them for about a month then i feel like i dont like anything i own. jfklasdjalfjas :/ i wish i had enough money to buy way nice things and be super stylish.
anywho some things i want to buy :
black coat
black boots
cute tights
a few skirts
new belts
nice sweaters
more leggings
black skinny jeans
more shirts.
yeeeeeeeep.