lalala

my life :
school...where i dont learn anything.
home...where im bored and sleep.
work...where i dance and sing...and some times customers see me then look at me really weird.

its like it sounds...not exciting.


id like to fast forward to june.
so i can know what college i got into.
and hopefullly move away.
everything and everyone is just so dull here.

"seinor year is the best year"...thats bull shit.
high school sucks.
im ready to have MY OWN life.

stranger

i can hardly see
whats in front of me these days
and those days too.


its funny how you can be in the most amazing mood one day and the next you can feel alone and sad. i think that good moods should last longer. but i guess without the sad times the good ones wouldn't be as amazing.


so here is my update:
-Ive been doing pretty well with my friends. i got my friend priorities straight finally...after about ohh 7 years.
-i bought a bunny in LA on Saturday...and it died :[ i was soooo sad. i cried. (this was only yesterday that Chanel died)
she was the cutest bunny ever. R.I.P. CHANEL <333 ill miss you.
-so i hung out with this guy that i met on myspace. but he knows Jeniffer who used to go to middle school with me and she moved to victorville which is where he lives...what a strange coincidence ey? and we used to txt and talk on the phone then we stopped idk why. annnd then bam last week i get a txt from a number i didn't know and i asked "whos this" and the reply said " its chris, im in walnut wanna hang out?" so i say yes. and we met for coffee and just hung out...we are both quiet. hes cute. and thennn he drove all the way from victorville yesterday to go see a movie with me..cute ey?
too bad i have no idea where this is going.
-the end.

I'm tired
and i just want the weather to stay cold.